
Yes I go crazy over a simple meaaaal. & these right here are the many faces of gluttony :))
Desiderata
Go placidly amid the noise and haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence.
As far as possible without surrender be on good terms with all persons.
Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even the dull and ignorant; they too have their story.
Avoid loud and aggressive persons, they are vexations to the spirit.
If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain and bitter;
for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself.
Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans.
Keep interested in your career, however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.
Exercise caution in your business affairs; for the world is full of trickery.
But let this not blind you to what virtue there is; many persons strive for high ideals;
and everywhere life is full of heroism.
Be yourself.
Especially, do not feign affection.
Neither be critical about love; for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment it is as perennial as the grass.
Take kindly the counsel of the years, gracefully surrendering the things of youth.
Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune. But do not distress yourself with imaginings.
Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness. Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself.
You are a child of the universe, no less than the trees and the stars;
you have a right to be here.
And whether or not it is clear to you, no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.
Therefore be at peace with God, whatever you conceive Him to be,
and whatever your labors and aspirations, in the noisy confusion of life keep peace with your soul.
With all its sham, drudgery and broken dreams, it is still a beautiful world. Be careful. Strive to be happy.
© Max Ehrmann 1927

When there’s too much filter in life, it defeats the purpose of reality. ;)
You are trying, trying so hard to fish for compliments. Stop now ‘cause you are not gonna get any from me. You see I’m inexorable, I’m not easily swayed by your ready-made or copy-made statements. I have a nose that smells through your outside scent. I scoured every corners of you, trying to give you a chance & also hoping that I might actually find something genuine about you & found nothing but these words written in boldly capitals, ‘COPY PASTE’. That’s why the closest word, no the exact word that best describes you is ‘COPY-CAT’.
I would never give you any slightest piece of credit for everything that you do. NEVER.
You are nowhere near of what I would call ‘Authentic’ since you are the total opposite. I’m utterly disgusted with your pathetic attempts to prove yourself. There’s nothing to prove. Nothing. Because from your bones up to the upper layer of your skin are made up of pretensions and ‘make believe’. Nothing about you is yours. Even what you claim to be your ideas are somebody else’s. YOU GOOGLE-ING everything expecting to get all the answers to the universe by clicking search. Pathetic. Just. Pathetic. :))

Okayyy I confess I am by nature vain, but that night I was nowhere near a shutterbug, so I forgot to take pictures of the event. Good thing some of my co-majors took reeeeeally good photos. So I tried to collect fragments of my face scattered in different albums.
1.) Once in a lifetime - Gregorian
2.) Once in a lifetime - Princessa
3.) Apricot time - Layla kaylif
4.) As I lay me down - Sophie Hawkins
5.) Don’t you break my heart slow -Vonda Shepard
6.) Never ever - All saints
7.) Pure Shore - All saints
8.) When you say nothing at all - Alison Krauss
9.) Come a little bit closer - Brandy
10.) Shoulda woulda coulda - Beverly knight
11.) Can’t fight the moonlight - Leanne Rimes
12.) Life goes on - LeAnn Rimes
13.) Insensitive - LeAnn Rimes
14.) Shakespeare in love - Layla kaylif
15.) Gotta be - Des’ree
16.) Life -Des’ree
17.) Fire -Des’ree
18.) Cool - Gwen Stefani
19.) Don’t speak - No doubt
20. Ironic - Alanis M.
21.) Shy guy - Diana king
22.) I don’t wanna wait - Paula Cole
23.) You live -Alanis M.
24.) Turn back time - Aqua
25.) This kiss - Faith Hill
26.) Breath - Faith Hill
27.) I love you, always, forever - Donna Lewis
28.) Angel of mine - Monica
29.) Damage - TLC
30.) Unpretty - TLC
31.) Dear lie -TLC
32.) People are people - D’sound
33.) Do i need a reason - D’sound
34.) Real - Plumb
35.) Stranded - Jennifer P.
36.) Bare-naked - Jennifer Love Hewitt
37.) Say what you want - Texas
38.) All this time - Tiffany
39.) Can’t cry hard enough - Bellfire
40.) Waterfalls - TLC
41.) Weak - Jojo
42.) Loving arms - Dixie Chicks
43.) One of us -Joan Osborne
44.) Torn - Natalie I.
45.) I do - Lisa Loeb
46.) Stay - Lisa Loeb
47.) Close to you - Whigfield
48.) Frozen - Madonna
49.) Cool with you - Jennifer Love Hewitt
50.) Sway - Bic Rungga
51.) Out of reach - Gabrielle
52.) Sunshine - Gabrielle
53.) I’ll be over you - Toto
54.) Buses and Trains - Bachelor Girl
55.) Kiss me - Sixpence Non The Richer
56.) There she goes - Sixpence Non The Richer
57.) Just my imagination - Babyface & Gwyneth Paltrow
58.) Bizarre love triangle - Frente
59.) Love you down - Inoj
60.) All I want - Inoj
61.) Time after time - Inoj
62.) tattooed on my mind - D’sound
63.) Head over heels - Alanis M.
64.) I’m not missing you - Stacie Orrico
65.) More to life - Stacie Orrico
66.) stuck - Stacie Orrico
67.) It’s the way you make me feel - Steps
68.) What you need - Hoku
69.) You first believed - Hoku
70.) You were mine - Dixie Chicks
71.) First cut is the deepest - Sherly Crow
72.) Snow on the sahara - Anggun
73.) Kiss by kiss - Emilia
74.) Big big world - Emilia
75.) So young - The Corrs
76.) Radio - The Corrs
77.) What can I do - The Corrs
78.) Just like a pill - Pink
79.) Power of two - Indigo girls
80.) Need to be next to you - Leigh Nash
81.) The good kind - The wreckers
82.) Built this way -Samantha Ronson
83.) Linger - Cranberries
84.) Animal Instinct - Cranberries
85.) Dreams - Cranberries
86.) 2 become 1 - Spice Girls
87.) Viva Forever - Spice Girls
88.) Mama - Spice Girls
89.) Baby, now that I’ve found you - Alison krauss
90.) I will - Alison Krauss
91.) Together again - Janet Jackson
92.) Believe - Cher
93.) Hey - Fatima Rainey
94.) Luxurious - Gwen Stefani
95.) No scrubs - TLC
96.) Only love - The Braxtons
97.) What’s up - 4 Non Blondes
98.) I’m like a bird - Nelly Furtado
99.) I want to be your lady - Inoj
100.) Ever after - Bonnie Bailey
Trying to imagine this as a soundtrack to Twilight. :))

Trying to imagine what it’s like to live in the past, preferably 70’s. Where I can freely listen and sing along with The Carpenters, Chicago & Bee Gees w/o meeting a wave of weird eye contacts and raised eyebrows from other people. ;*
There’s a big difference between those who learn through experience and those who merely copy & paste what others write & say! Sure you can fake everything especially writing but one thing for sure, sooner or later, people will smell you, & by then you won’t be credible anymore.
Not all pain can be mend by just a simple form of apology. Usually, when the pain rooted from a serious cause, it will really take a looooooong time to heal. And even if the heart learns how to forget, the mind will always remember. & of-course the question of trust will be far out of sight. & there will be no more room for getting everything back to its normal course.
I guess the only thing that will remain are the memories of us being friends, us being enemies. And even if I wanna turn things around now, unfortunately, we can never go back to the time we were the best of friends. Now, our friendship is nothing but a droopy chapter of a sad novel & I hate to say this but I’m glad IT. IS. OVER!
Trust me when I said, it’s for the best. Will only harm each other if I have chosen to cling on you. & I’m happy I didn’t. And as heartbreaking as it sounds, but it’s the truth things will NEVER be the same again for us. So,
Farewell old friend. Farewell dear foe!